not a good day
it has been a bad day for me...everyday i feel disappointed and stress. its already 2008, i shuld make a good year as i keep thinking about the past.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
last sat, 12 jan...i went to work after 2 weeks of dissappeared. meet fir in the van.
after reaching at work place..it looks quiet. after work, 1,fir and 2 of our airport frens take 34 to go tampines. sumore the whole day working, i was so quiet..dunnoe wat happen to me, sumthing wasnt right. izit fir nvr talk to me? or i was feel lonely?..but fir gt ask sum few question, but i jus said "ya" or shake my head.
sun, 13 jan...as usual went to work..then i noticed my flight end at 1.10pm bt fir end earlier than me, asking him wheather he cn wait for me? bt he need to go meet faz. ard 12pm..i noticed his bag n one of airport fren wasnt at the locker. i was abit angry wif fir..by leaving me alone at there..as i sit at office alone...noone to talk to...i dunnoe wats wrong wif me..keep feeling disappointed(KECEWA), Stress, Angry. after work..i contact sum of my frens, wheather they wan to go out..as they reply they r busy. so i jus go hm..wif feeling saddness n wasnt myself too.
when reaching home, shikin called me, wanted to meet me at TM for lucnh..so i said Ok...so atleast i gt sumone to go out wif and talk.