its almost april...me & fir hvt been talking since the problem occur.
Friday, March 28, 2008
its feels that this kind of matter cant be solve, but what erny said "be strong.both of us are adults, we can solve our matter aad this kind of matter cn be solve". im so relive when erny said that. i jus wish i can talk to him in the phone.
tmr im goin back to work, im broke and bored siting at home. so i realised instead thinking abt this, i better go work.
day after day im bored, use to be fir called me and chit chat, now..feels that im now alone. a few weeks ago, i get a msg for khairul ihksan, he sms me " hidop independent ar boi". it feels it so mean. during secondary school time, im the one who help him, he get bullied by fatehah, im the one who help...now, he so mean.
i treat fir as my best fren and also a close brother. i dun wan to disturb him while his busy wif sumone. or irritate him. i jus need a fren to talk wif thats knows my behaviour. and he knows im the person who easily to get loose and easily to talk ppl secrets when sumone psyho me. or threathened.
im typing this because i dun have sumone to listen what i have to say. i wish there is. i hope this problem will end. in this world, how gd or bad they are, people make mistake accidentally.
helo ppl!!..im muhammad sharir bin abdul yazed, 19 yrs old, currently serving ns as a police officer, my job scope as a Field Instructor at npcc campsite. feel free to read n chat at my tagboard or even add me at my facebook(sh_boy13@hotmail.com)
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Friday, March 28, 2008